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♪ Can you hear the rain fall ♪
♪ Beating out a rhythm on the city wall ♪
♪ Bad news for the traders on the market stall ♪
♪ They won't sell a thing ♪
♪ Taxi driver beeps a horn ♪
♪ Waking up a baby only newly born ♪
♪ It's a drag for the mother who's feeling worn ♪
♪ She's been up all night ♪
♪ And a busker plays a wrong chord ♪
♪ Surely confirmation that he's being ignored ♪
♪ No one notices him fall upon his own sword ♪
♪ It's a tough old crowd ♪
♪ And the number seven's running late ♪
♪ All the passengers will have to wait ♪
♪ Or walk in an attempt to take control of fate ♪
♪ But that's a bold move ♪
♪ God's laughing when you talk about your future plans ♪
♪ It's amusing that you still believe it's in your hands ♪
You alright?
♪ There are pieces in the puzzle no one understands ♪
♪ But they all fit in somehow ♪
♪ We just can't see it now ♪
You alright?
- There you go. - Thank you.
Right, I'm gonna head off now, mom.
All right, darling.
Okay.
Have a lovely time,
well as much as you can at a funeral.
I just want to pay my respects, you know.
Oh, honey, you didn't even know him.
Listen, I love you very much, okay?
The nurse will be in at 10 a.m. every day,
if not call me, okay?
I'll be back on Friday,
I'm not sure what time though so...
Yes, yes, I know, don't worry.
Okay.
I'll see you soon.
Don't forget to check the oil, its a long journey.
Yeah, already done it.
And Cassy sent me a list of things
that sunny doesn't like to eat.
Huh?
Cassy is very protective of her because of her...
Whoa, what's Cassy?
Cassandra, Jason's ex.
I left you a post-it-note.
A post-it-note, where?
Right, okay, start from the beginning.
You're taking her daughter, Sunny, to the funeral.
You're driving up together.
Ryan.
No fucking way.
Ryan.
Mom, I don't even know who Cassandra is,
let alone her daughter
and also this is supposed to be a solo trip,
that's why I'm leaving a day early.
That's kinda the point.
Jason's ex-wife.
Who's Jason?
What, aunty Sue's son Jason, aunty Sue's.
Look, I used to do pilates with Cassy
and she asked me to do it.
It's a two day journey to Thurso.
It's miles away, it's in bloody Scotland,
and Cassandra is so protective of Sunny,
she wouldn't be comfortablewith her going with anyone else.
And she trusts me and I trust you.
You're doing this.
I raised a gentleman.
Mom, I don't know her, it will be awkward.
You're a very easy-to-talk-to young man.
You're affable.
Fine, fine.
Just text me her address,
don't post me a bloody post-it-note.
Thank you, take your coat.
- Oh, mom, it's hot. - Ryan.
I love you.
Love you.
Delicious.
See you, mom.
I'm not letting my daughter go to Scotland on her own.
What are you thinking?
Our daughter, and she won't be on her own,
he's a good boy.
Okay, he's a man.
And how do you know what he's like?
I met him once, he was five at the time.
What if he mistreats her, Cass?
Jason, stop, he's family.
Is he, is he though?
Listen, this is hard for me as well,
we have to put our differences aside
and I think it might be good for us
to loosen the leash a bit.
She can't look after herself, Cassy.
She won't be by herself, Jason.
You know why I'm letting this happen.
I can't...
I can't have another incident.
It tore you and me apart
and I don't want to lose her as well.
Come here.
♪ And I am running out of time ♪
♪ I'm coming through so get out of the way ♪
♪ I am a woman on a mission, whoa ♪
♪ Oh, oh ♪
♪ Nothing can stop me, I'm stronger than ever ♪
♪ I wanna see this through ♪
♪ I am a woman on a mission, whoa ♪
♪ Whatever it takes I will do what I gotta do ♪
Okay, sweetheart,
you've got everything, haven't you?
Mm-hmm.
You're gonna stay safe?
Be good.
- Jesus Christ. - I know
I have to text you every 30 minutes.
Every 30 minutes.
Nah, fuck it.
Sorry, mom, she wasn't there,
she, uh, I couldn't find her house,
there was a really complicated,
there was a fire.
God, bollocks.
Hey, are you Sunny?
Mom, I can do it on my own.
Okay, bye, bye.
Hey, I'm Ryan.
Why did you drive off and then come back?
♪ Well, the whole room shakes ♪
♪ When the train rolls back ♪
♪ How I wake and wonder sometimes ♪
♪ Where they're going ♪
♪ I wanna be going somewhere ♪
♪ 'Cause it cuts me up ♪
♪ Think I'm way off track ♪
♪ And every time I move ♪
♪ Something holds me back ♪
♪ But I know now ♪
♪ There's nothing keeping me ♪
♪ I'm gonna leave this town to go ♪
♪ Pack my bags and disappear ♪
♪ Go to some place where no one knows me ♪
♪ Don't care where ♪
♪ Just anywhere but here ♪
♪ Don't care where ♪
♪ Just anywhere but here ♪
So, I got us some coffee,
'cause, you know, early start and all.
I got it with milk and sugar
because, you know, I didn't know what you like.
It's good coffee.
I hate coffee.
Oh, okay.
That's fine.
It's hot, isn't it?
It's ah, hey, in a minute,
we could stop for some ice cream.
Ice cream.
My favorite flavor is mint chocolate chip.
It's...
Oh, that's rank.
So how are we related then?
What, we're cousins or?
No.
Are you Australian?
Yes.
Why are you Australian?
Because I'm Australian.
My mom's your mom's sister's ex husband's ex wife.
Oh, okay, so that makes me,
so what we're like second cousins twice removed?
Or are we even related?
No, that would make me your ex, ex, cousin-in-law.
Oh, small world.
Our kids would be fine.
Huh?
If we were to have children together,
they would be normal, not like me.
Oh, ah, good.
Good.
You're kinda blunt.
Yes, I have autism.
Huh.
♪ You're a clever girl inside ♪
♪ And you just turn to say ♪
♪ Oh ♪
♪ It's you and me ♪
♪ We were so young and foolish ♪
♪ You and me we came to sound ♪
♪ Home is anywhere ♪
♪ Any place you find ♪
You hungry?
There's a stop coming up right now.
We can grab some food.
Okay, well, I'm hungry.
Yeah, I eat a lot.
So, what do you do?
Like hobbies or?
Come on, man, it's a two day journey,
just give me something, anything.
I just, I'm...
Art.
Art, art, okay.
Okay, art, cool.
What kind of art?
Pine cones.
Pine cones?
Mm-hmm.
Yeah, I collect them from the local forest
and then I spray them with pesticides and paint them silver.
And then I sell them on eBay
or at a local market with an older lady called Janice.
Right, okay, and what, and people buy that?
I mean like, I don't know,
I mean where do you put them?
Like what on the mantle or?
In a bowl, Christmas time's really good money.
They hang them on the trees.
Oh.
Is there a wake?
After the funeral, a celebration of death?
What, the wake?
I mean usually it's celebration of someone's life.
Yeah, but in this case it's a celebration of death
because it's good that he's dead, because
I guess it could be both.
Wow, okay, what'd he do to you?
Well no, I don't know him,
I just know he was an alcoholic.
So?
So he's like my neighbor's cat.
It was old and it couldn't breath
and they just kept it alive.
So I put it to sleep.
Snapped its neck.
You, what does that have to,
wait, what, you snapped its neck?
Yeah, it was quick.
That's not your decision to make.
Well, it was the right one.
Wow, okay.
You snapped its neck?
You snapped a cat's neck.
Yes.
Stop that.
Stop.
Hey, hey, hold on.
Wait for the second click.
So autism.
That is, I mean, hey, so that's why you don't talk.
Or you struggle to talk.
I mean I don't know much about autism.
What is it you can't do?
And also, like when you get like a boyfriend,
or such, are they like autistic too?
What?
So, are they like,
are they like autistic too?
Why do they have to be autistic?
Well, because then, you know, you've both got autism.
And then when we come together
we glow as our autism intensifies?
No, no, no.
Come on, I mean like,
so for example, you couldn't flirt with someone like me,
because that's me taking advantage of you,
because, you know, you're disabled.
Are you fucking serious right now?
What?
First of all, autism is something
that affects how easy it is
to form a relationship with someone,
so while I might be at a biological disadvantage,
there's still 100% more likely to get laid than you.
Second of all...
Whoa, I didn't mean...
Do I not have a brain?
- Can I not say no? - Yeah, no, of course.
I'm not incapable, if I wanna talk to a guy,
then I will when I'm ready.
- Yeah, of course. - If I want to be
- spontaneous then I will. - I didn't say, I didn't mean.
Of course, I didn't, what?
That's fine, literally I'm just saying
I'm unfamiliar with the condition.
Clearly I've struck a nerve.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
Undo your trousers, I'll toss you off.
What the fuck?
I want to, you're not taking advantage of me.
What the hell is going on?
I have something to prove.
No, no, you don't, you have nothing to prove.
You have nothing to prove.
Jesus Christ.
Careful, there's incoming traffic.
It was stationary.
Am I raping you?
No, you just have nothing to prove.
I wasn't even, I didn't.
I actually want to do it.
It's okay, I just, I wasn't ready.
I just can't believe how ignorant you are.
Well, I've got some good news,
the breathalyzer came back negative,
which I found a little surprising.
I mean you were veering all over the road.
You weren't on your mobile by any chance, were you, sir?
No, sorry, I was distracted.
Distracted?
Okay, well, I won't detain you any longer.
Final word of advice,
the cars do tend to fly along here,
just be a little careful when you pull off, alright?
♪ I can't see all obstacles in my way ♪
Do you know this guy?
Who?
The guy whose funeral it is?
No.
But he's family and family is family, I guess.
Yeah I guess.
I think I need my SATNAV.
He killed himself, you know?
Yeah, no, I heard.
Why did he kill himself?
Why are we talking about this?
Sorry.
Well, yeah, it's just so heavy, isn't it?
Like, I mean how can I even answer that?
I don't know, I just,
maybe people feel like they fuck up one too many times,
I don't know.
Yeah but everybody fucks up, right?
Yeah, I guess so.
I mean, everybody does stupid shit.
Like my friend, Carly,
she let a guy give her a mushroom stamp.
Oh yeah, what's that?
A mushroom stamp?
Yeah?
It's when a guy grabs the stem of his penis
and he dabs his balls into shit
and then he gently presses it on the other person's forehead
like a stamp, a mushroom stamp.
Oh right, yeah, no, that makes sense.
That's fucking vile.
Yeah, well, it's not my thing.
Everyone does stupid things.
♪ Baby ♪
♪ And you can save me ♪
♪ Oh, was it something that I said ♪
You look tired.
Huh?
Oh, yeah, nah, I didn't get much sleep last night.
And I've fucking cum, haven't I? So.
Well, we should stop at the first hotel.
Yeah, we could,
but we're still over a hundred miles away, so.
Why so far?
'Cause it's long way to go.
I just want to push on, just get there quicker.
Okay.
But there's no rush, but okay.
Oh, shit.
Yeah, he put diesel in it.
Yeah, I know it's color coded.
I was surprised too.
He said the car would be ready to go tomorrow.
It's okay, it's like a B&B place.
There's a toilet and a sink.
It's kinda like the one outta that movie "Psycho".
Anyway, mom, I gotta go.
Bye, yeah, bye, bye.
I hate people that say bye three times.
Yeah, it's inefficient, isn't it?
Bye, it's meant to be the end.
Like bye.
Bye.
What the hell's going on now?
Are you okay?
Sometimes I cry.
This place is so dirty, do you have gloves?
Ah no, no this is all I could afford
at last minute notice.
I think I might sneeze.
Okay, go on then.
Not now.
Okay.
What does your mom do?
Not much at the moment.
Is she lazy?
No, she's got cancer.
Oh, I hope she gets through it okay.
You live with her don't you?
- Mm-hmm. - She must really hate
that you've come to this man's funeral.
But as I said, it's good.
He's family and family's family
so it doesn't matter how well you know him.
Hello there, sir.
I'm here to talk to you about our mortgage fee.
Okay, I won't take up too much of your time.
♪ It's time for me to make a move ♪
♪ And I know what I gotta do ♪
♪ Because I got everything to prove ♪
♪ I got a plan I'm sticking to ♪
♪ The word is out all over town ♪
♪ But I won't let it get me down ♪
♪ I ain't nobody's push around ♪
♪ If they could only see me now ♪
♪ There's only one thing on my mind ♪
♪ And I'm running out of time ♪
♪ I'm coming through so get out of the way ♪
♪ I am a woman on a mission, whoa ♪
♪ Nothing can stop me, I'm stronger than ever ♪
♪ I wanna see this through ♪
♪ I am a woman on a mission, whoa ♪
♪ Whatever it takes I will do what I gotta do ♪
♪ Stand aside 'cause I'm on a mission ♪
♪ I'm on fire, there's no competition ♪
♪ You can't blame me, I got intuition ♪
♪ And I never miss a trick just like a magician ♪
♪ You don't need cash, you don't need permission ♪
♪ If you think I'm scared, you must be tripping ♪
♪ Foot on gas, key in ignition ♪
♪ Can't stop now 'cause I'm on a mission ♪
♪ I am a woman on a mission, whoa ♪
♪ Nothing can stop me, I'm stronger than ever ♪
♪ I wanna see this through ♪
♪ I never give up, I never give up, I never give up ♪
♪ I'm on a mission ♪
♪ Whatever it takes, I will do what I gotta do ♪
Take the wheel.
I said take the wheel!
I don't drive.
Jesus.
First shag then?
First shag?
Ashleigh Moore, I was 16.
Yeah, lost my virginity same day as my mate, Sandeep.
Lads, lads, lads.
I was 14.
14? I hope he was as well.
He was 13.
13?
What's with the pink steering wheel?
Jesus, you've perked up since yesterday.
It's good, the pink steering wheel,
it's, oh well, it's ironic really.
Is it, don't most people think that it's gay?
Yeah.
Is that the irony, that you're not gay?
Yeah.
So it's like you're so manly
that you can drive around with a pink steering wheel?
Yeah.
Are you gay?
Yeah, ah, no.
Is that a cock on your key chain?
Yeah, no, I'm not gay.
I'm not gay.
Well if that's not gay, then that definitely is gay.
That's, I'm not, shit.
Shit.
I'm so sorry.
What the fuck are you doing?
Are you fucking blind?
- I honestly... - Hey.
Don't touch my fucking car.
What the fuck are you doing on the road?
I'm so sorry, it's completely my fault.
Of course it's your fucking fault.
Hey, are you going to pay for this?
Pay for what?
Are you demented, it's dented.
No, it's not.
You want to play big man,
just because you do 50KG on a bench press?
Hey, do you wanna fight?
Do you wanna fight, you fucking cocky prick?
No, no, of course I don't want to fight,
I don't want any trouble, please, I just.
Wait, 50KG?
I mean add a one in front of that.
Actually my PB was 140, although my form was terrible.
So on paper...
You fucking smart aleck, hey?
No, I don't know why I said that.
I'm so sorry.
Hit him.
Let's just move on with our day, okay?
Because I'm taking full responsibly for this,
I'm so sorry.
No, that was so uncalled for.
Twat, give me your details, you prick.
Oh.
You want to fucking fight?
Do you want to fucking fight?
- No, no. - You got the wrong
fucking guy today.
Oh!
I didn't...
Don't, don't.
Sorry.
What was that?
You struggle to have a conversation
but you'll happily punch a man in the spine for no reason?
Well, I didn't like the way he was talking to you.
Yeah, but that's my problem.
It's not your problem.
My heart rate is through the roof.
But in like an exciting way.
Not like when you go swimming
and sometimes you hold your breath underwater
and it gets to a point where you're like
just a few more seconds and I'm a goner.
What?
Do you like swimming?
Nah, I never learnt.
Where are we stopping tonight?
Newcastle.
Is it nice?
Yeah, you never been?
You know there will be some nice bars.
We could grab a drink?
I know I could certainly use one.
I don't drink.
What, not even orange juice?
No, well, obviously I drink orange juice.
Well then fine,
then we'll pump you full of shoog, won't we?
Really?
Yeah.
Like a legitimate bar, where there's bar fights?
Ah, I bloody hope not.
Awesome, there we go, are you good?
Yeah.
Oh, excuse me, can I have a whisky, please?
Because, because why not?
And an orange juice, please.
No worries.
Cheers, man, thank you.
This place is incredible.
Alright darling, fancy a ride?
I've never been anywhere like this before.
It's just a Monday.
It does smell funny.
It sure does.
Cheers man, thank you so much.
Thank you.
Cheers.
Can I tell you something?
You are genuinely one of the most interesting people
I've ever met.
Sorry, I'll try to stop talking so much.
No, no, hey, it's a good thing,
it's a great thing.
It's awesome, you're so quirky without even trying.
It's awesome.
You're genuinely very funny.
Is this because I killed the neighbor's cat?
No, stay away from my pets,
but stuff like that,
stuff like that, like you do what most people wouldn't.
Despite it probably being the kinda right thing to do.
- Yeah. - Yeah, yeah.
I killed that cat real good.
Yeah, again, the cat thing is kind of
- like a bad thing. - Would you lie to me?
About what?
Anything.
I don't know, probably.
No, I don't think you would.
I mean, I have no reason to.
If you're being annoying, I'll tell you.
Okay, I just wish that sometimes people were as blunt
with me as I am them.
It's just that my parents, they,
well they don't really think that I can handle life,
so they don't let me do anything.
But then how are you going to live and learn
if they don't let you live and learn?
Yes, did you just come up with that on your own?
Yeah, I guess.
Wow, can you tell my parents that?
No, no, that's for you to do.
Well I do, but then I get angry,
and then they pass that off as rage,
which is commonly associated with autism,
but it's actually not that.
It's just the way that I feel.
I don't know, man, it sounds tough.
I mean they let you come with me, though?
That's, I mean, oh, that's huge, surely.
Yeah, but that was for the wrong reasons.
Well, because I was in an accident not that long ago,
so it just made them worry about me
even more than they already do.
But they knew that I had to do this
that I had to just get out and do it.
Yeah, I don't know.
Hey, how would you like the tiniest,
tiniest bit of prosecco in your orange juice?
The tiniest bit.
No.
No?
No, it's just, what's that drink?
- Mimosa. - It's just a,
oh, it's a mimosa.
It's just a mimosa.
Come on, a little mimosa, wanna little mimosa?
Little, just a little?
Yes.
Yes?
Yes.
Yes?
Yes!
Yes.
One mimosa please, sir.
And one more whisky please, sir.
Coming right up.
No, no, no, I'm driving tomorrow,
so it's probably best I kinda call it quits.
Sexy, baby!
No.
Yes, yes.
No.
Yeah, you've got them big teeth.
You like them?
Oh, yeah, they are like mine.
Look at my front two teeth,
they're big like plates.
Wow, big.
Yeah, thanks, I grew them myself.
So how come you're Austrian?
Ah, ah,
Australian?
Dad.
Dad?
You know I can do the accent?
No you can't, everyone thinksthat they can but you can't.
No, I can, I can.
Listen, are you ready?
Ah, see them girls over there?
Ah, yeah, I'm gonna go kiss them.
I'm gonna go kiss them.
No.
No?
Yeah, that was...
- Yeah? - That was pretty good.
Yeah, I was good, see?
Yeah.
One more round, officer.
No, no, no, please no, please no.
So how come you had boyfriends,
but you're not allowed out of the house?
I did it before that they thought that I would want to.
So it was out of spite.
Spite.
Whoa, well.
Would you date me?
No.
No, no.
- Why? - No, no, no, no, no.
Why not?
No.
Why not?
Too much work, you're too much work.
Give me a kiss.
No, no.
Kiss, kiss.
No.
Kiss.
No.
Hmm.
- Ugh. - Now me.
That's gross.
Me.
No, we can't do this, we're family.
What?
We're family.
No, what, I gave you the hand job.
The good old fashion.
I think she might be retarted.
Oh, no.
We both wanted it.
Cool.
We're not family, it wasn't sexual.
Okay.
I didn't rape.
Yeah, okay.
♪ And I found this place along ♪
♪ On the edge of the world, oh ♪
♪ It resonates pure ♪
♪ Now it's calling me out tonight ♪
Bye.
She spilled her drink but I didn't help her
because she's not family.
Exactly, exactly.
Bye.
It's all about the fam, it's all about the fam.
Are you okay?
Yeah, it's like we're blood cum cousins.
Blood cum cousins?
Yeah.
♪ What if I climb a really tall tree and ♪
♪ What if the branch, it breaks under me then ♪
♪ Where will I go, the only place is down ♪
♪ And I'm scared that my world will be turned ♪
♪ Around ♪
♪ I don't wanna fall down ♪
Petrol, not diesel, petrol, green.
♪ Fall down ♪
Hello, mate, you all right?
Pump number six, please.
♪ I don't wanna fall down ♪
♪ 'Cause I'm scared to feel what it's like ♪
♪ To touch the ground ♪
Yeah.
♪ I don't wanna fall down ♪
♪ 'Cause I'm scared to feel what it's like ♪
♪ To touch the ground ♪
You getting a bruise?
Yeah.
Ow.
He's going where we're going.
So he is, well let's pick him up then.
What, wait, why?
Well, why not?
We're going to the same place.
I'll just take a turn up here and we'll go get him.
No, what, why would we, no!
Why not?
He's in a wheel chair, he'd probably really appreciate it.
Well, he got there somehow on his own.
So?
So what if he smells?
He won't smell.
Well what if he's dirty?
So he's dirty.
Well what if he kills us?
Well, he won't kill us.
Obviously I'll get out and I'll suss him out.
If he's got a dodgy vibe, I won't let him in the car.
Well this was just meant to be the two of us.
It was just meant to be the one of us.
Hey, yeah, we're going past Thurso,
so if you want a lift, you can come with us?
Yeah, no worries.
I'll take your stuff to the car, yeah.
There we go, there we go.
Well can we drop him off soon?
Sunny, sorry, sorry.
Whats your name?
What's your name?
Cool, cool.
I think he's deaf or mute.
Well, then why are you whispering?
What's wrong with your leg?
Sunny, Sunny, you can't just ask that.
Well he can't hear me.
Well then why are you even asking in the first place?
'Cause it's all bloody.
Sorry, she's just,
she's asking what's happened to your leg?
Yeah, I mean yeah, fair, that's fair.
Legs, legs, there you go.
But why can't I just go at the side of the road?
It's too public.
I'm bursting.
Just go there.
They better not make me pay.
Okay.
Mate do you want?
Nope, okay.
Yeah?
He's scary.
He's not scary.
He is.
Mate, he's asleep and he can barely move, bless him.
Hey, look at me.
Look at me.
I'll be right in there, okay.
You know I wouldn't let anythinghappen to you, I promise.
Trust me.
I think he needs a name, don't you?
Jack.
Jack, well that's a great name, yeah.
I'll be right in there.
I've gotta go I'm going to burst, yeah?
You alright?
Hey, there's a guy in the urinals,
I don't think he is actually even using the toilet.
Oh, shit.
What's your favorite color?
Sunny.
Red, red, hold on.
It's red, what color is it?
Ginger?
Ginger, ginger?
His favorite color is ginger.
Sunny, Sunny, Sunny.
No, ah, Sunny.
Sunny, yes, yes.
Yes, yes, N-N-Y.
Ah, okay, thank you, Jack.
Yeah, so Jack,
we're probably going to have to drop you off soon, mate
because, you know, we're nearly there.
We're not there.
Yeah, no, I know, but we needto prepare for the funeral.
What, why?
You know, mentally.
Mentally.
Yeah.
I don't get it.
I just think we should drop him off soon.
- Okay? - Why?
Because he might not be safe.
But you said he wasn't dangerous.
Yeah, well I don't know that, do I?
Why are you whispering?
What has changed?
Nothing's changed, nothing's changed.
Well he's fine, he's been fine to us.
Yeah, okay, yeah.
You hate Jack.
I don't hate Jack, I don't hate Jack,
I just, you know, you've been talking to him a lot,
which is great, which is great,
it just means you're not talking to me as much now.
So you're jealous?
No.
That you don't have a disability like we do.
What, no, no.
It's just that I like to talk to someone.
What?
You don't have to whisper.
Well, I like Jack, we have something in common.
He finds it hard to communicate
and I find it hard to communicate.
Okay, alright, I'm sorry.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
Okay, Jack, we'll carry on.
We're all good, you know.
We'll keep going.
I kinda like that you're jelly.
There we go, there we go.
Okay?
Nice.
Bye Jack, thank you.
See you, Jack.
No worries, pleasure.
Nice to meet you.
Hey, Simon.
For fuck sake, look at you.
I got a little something thatwould make you feel better.
Ah, yeah.
Come on, let's get you over here.
We did a good thing.
Huh.
Oh, bloody hell, we're only 20 minutes away.
Ah, but the funeral's tomorrow.
Yeah, I mean we're actually
arriving a lot later than I planned
but it doesn't matter.
Oh, but your parents arrive today.
Have you got the address?
I'll whack it in the nav.
Oh, well I was hoping to stay with you tonight.
Oh, I mean I'm just staying in my car tonight,
I hadn't booked anywhere.
That's okay, that's a nice idea.
Yeah?
I mean you've got to ask your mom.
Can I come back with you?
Again, you've gotta ask your parents,
I mean that's not my decision, I can't say.
But you would want me to?
I mean, I don't know,
it's been a long journey, you know?
And like all the way back
and you going off on one in my ear
like oh, you know, look at me, I've got autism.
You know, I'm pretty sick of it, to be honest, you know.
Pretty bloody sick of it.
Obviously I'm joking.
Obviously, I'd love that.
Ah.
Sunny.
Can I tell you something?
Yeah, of course.
I feel very comfortable around you,
more so than anyone else, even my parents.
You're very easy to talk to.
I'm glad.
You know that accident
I told you about in the bar?
Ah, yeah?
I nearly died.
Oh, shit.
I cut my wrist.
My parents think it was an accident
but I did it on purpose.
But in reflection, it was an accident.
Why would you do that?
I don't know, I guess I wantedto know what would happen.
What, are you fucking nuts?
You want to know what would happen?
Sunny, I'll tell you what would happen,
you'd bleed out and you'd die, you die.
Well, I know you die.
I know you die.
Jesus, no wonder your parents don't feel
like they can leave you to do your own thing.
You'll probably go into the kitchen
and stick your head in the fucking microwave.
Why are you making me feel stupid?
I already feel guilty.
I shouldn't have told you, you don't understand.
And why are you getting so mad at me?
What have I done wrong?
Nothing, nothing.
I'm sorry it's just thatpeople are so desperate to live
and you're here and you're fine, you're healthy.
And you're just willing
to give that all up for nothing.
Like there are people that are far worse off than you
and in comparison you're fucking fine, you're healthy.
Well, I didn't feel fine and I didn't feel healthy.
And what about the people around you, like your family?
The people that spend so much time to care for you
because they love you?
Like if you killed yourself, what about them, huh?
Now, how would they feel?
Don't you think that's fucking selfish?
Well, I didn't have anything to look forward to.
Well, then get a fucking hobby.
Stop the car.
Sunny, I'm not stopping the car.
Stop the car.
Sunny, we're on a main road.
- Stop the fucking car. - Sunny,
I'm not stopping the car, we're on a main road.
- Stop the fucking car. - Sunny, I'm not.
Stop the fucking car, stop the fucking car.
- Stop the fucking car. - Okay, okay, okay.
Shit, shit.
Sunny!
Sunny, please!
Sunny!
Oh, shit, Sunny!
Oh, he can't swim.
I don't care.
I didn't say anything.
Well, why aren't you saying anything?
Because in all honesty, I don't know what to say.
When we get home are you going to tell my parents?
What, that you eventually stopped me from drowning?
The thought hadn't crossed my mind.
I was still thinking about how I was drowning.
No, about how I still feel this way sometimes
and I still think like this.
Well, I don't know,
I don't want you to have another accident again, so.
Well, they won't let me out of the house if you do.
Yeah, but you might die if I don't tell them.
Well, what's the point in living
if I don't have a bloody life anyway?
Sunny, I don't know what you're going through,
so I don't know what to say.
But I know what I said earlier,
it wasn't what I meant.
And it wasn't right.
You know I actually did want to come with you.
Well not you personally,
but when I found out that someone had to get a lift
from my family, I jumped at the chance.
My family make me feel like an alien.
I hate it.
I actually begged and cried to be the one
to get the lift with you
and the only reason why they said yes
was because that I said that I would text them
every 30 minutes.
I was so terrified,
standing out the front of my house,
but not as scared as I was
doing nothing by myself day in and day out.
This has been the most thrilling experience
of my life.
Of my life, Ryan.
A fucking extended road trip.
I live my life so planned and organized
and that has all gone to shit
and my heart has been racing majority of the time
and it has been for the best and the worst ways
but I finally feel like I'm living,
and that's because I feel safe with you.
But the best part is
that I finally felt like I'd met someone
that understood me, that gets me.
And now I just feel like an alien again.
- Sunny... - And that's why
I have one friend, Carly.
And she's been mushroom stamped.
And it stained her head.
I won't tell your parents.
I guess you've got to make your own decisions
in life, right?
But please if you ever, ever feel like that again,
please feel like you can talk to me.
No, you'll yell.
No, I won't, I'll listen.
You know I'm really glad you've popped up in my life.
I just don't want to lose you.
You know, you're really easy to talk to.
Well, I guess we're finally here.
Yeah, I can see my mom.
I guess we should head in.
Yeah.
I'll let you go be with your family.
Why, where are you going?
Oh, I'm gonna hold back,
I'm not really interested in the ceremony.
I can pay my respects from around here.
Oh.
Can I stay with you?
Yeah.
Funerals are dumb.
There's not many people here for him.
That doesn't surprise me.
Sunny!
Oh, my God, Sunny,
where the hell have you been?
You were suppose to meet us yesterday.
Sorry.
What have you done to your head?
Are you okay?
Yes, mom, I'm fine.
Okay, okay.
Hi, Ryan.
Thank you so much for driving.
It's fine, honestly.
Oh, what have you done to your face?
Did you?
No, it happened before the journey.
Oh, my heart.
Here's me kicking up a fuss in front of you
and you probably even remember who I am.
I don't, I'm sorry.
That's fine, I wouldn't expect you to.
It's very kind of you to come at all considering.
You know he wasn't terrible, he really wasn't.
He had lots of issues
and well he certainly had his demons.
But he wasn't one himself.
Sunny, darling, John's going to come back with Helen now.
So you can squeeze in with us for our journey back.
Ah.
Alright well, I shall see you in the car.
Five minutes.
Just be over there.
Okay,
Bye, Ryan.
It was lovely to see you.
And you.
I don't understand.
Huh?
You don't know him.
No, I don't.
So why is my mom talking to you
like you care more than what you do?
I don't know,
because he's my biological father.
Yeah I know that, but,
of course he is,
but I'm sorry, why are you here?
He left when I was really, really young.
And I never had...
Yeah, sorry, but
why are you here and not at home with your mum?
I don't...
It's just that you made it seem like you didn't care
so I just I don't understand.
I don't care, he wasn't a father to me then
and I don't see him as a father now.
- No, I understand that. - You know, Sunny,
it's not something I really want to talk about.
Are you keeping something from me?
Are you protecting me from something?
Because I don't need protecting.
Okay, I know you.
Sunny, you've only just met me.
Don't patronize me, okay?
Don't make me feel like this whole
journey is any less than what it is,
'cause I know what it is
and I know what I feel.
You know what, Sunny?
Sunny, it's not always about you.
Okay, I know you're used to all the attention
but it's not always about you.
Are you lying to me?
I mean, do you actually care about your dad
or is everything you said about your mom true as well?
Is she really dying?
Sunny.
Because if she is and she is at home right now
and you are the only person that she has,
I mean what the fuck are you doing at this man's funeral?
I don't know, God, I don't know Sunny.
Please, please stop, I don't know.
I just wanted to get away.
Yeah, but your mom.
There has to be a better reason.
I mean, she must really need you and want you right now.
Don't you think I know that?
Jesus.
You know I wake up
and I look at her and I see her
and I am forced to be reminded that I'm gonna lose her.
And God, I love her, I love her so much.
You know this one time,
I won this shitty little award at work and she was there,
she came for it and I walked up
and when I went to collect it,
I saw her, she went to stand up
and she couldn't, she just feel straight back down.
You know I wake up every morning
and I slap a smile on my face
and I care for her, the best that I possibly can.
And I stay positive, because I know that if I don't,
that it'll end her.
I kinda feel so selfish 'cause I know
it's not my illness, but I'm so tired.
God, I'm so tired.
Get her.
No, no, dad, no!
Get your fucking hands off her!
With me now.
Don't touch me.
♪ I won't throw ♪
♪ I won't fight ♪
♪ I won't stay out ♪
♪ Half the night ♪
♪ I won't waste ♪
♪ And I won't curse ♪
♪ I won't even think that word ♪
♪ If you'll come back to me ♪
♪ I'll be good ♪
♪ I'll be good to you ♪
♪ My dearest ♪
♪ I won't doubt, I won't smirk ♪
♪ I won't judge and I won't hurt ♪
♪ And no, I won't ♪
♪ Victimize, no I won't ♪
♪ Victimize if you'll come back to me ♪
♪ I'll be good ♪
♪ I'll be good to you ♪
♪ My dearest love ♪
♪ Looking at your picture ♪
Oh, welcome home, darling.
How are you feeling?
What have you done to your nose?
Scotland.
Was it as incredibly morbid as I expected it to be?
I'm proud of you.
♪ I'll be good to you ♪
I love you, mom.
♪ My dearest love ♪
Sunny, it's for you.
Hi.
Painting pine cones, hey?
Yeah, Christmas is just around the corner
so gotta be ready.
Yeah, nah, I figured.
So that's why bought you some.
Ah, thanks but there's heaps, they're everywhere.
Oh, yeah, I mean that's fine.
But I'll take them, thanks.
I saw you at the funeral,
thanks for coming.
You shot off real quick.
Yeah, sorry, I didn't think you'd want to talk to me
so yeah, I just left.
You're pretty dumb for someone so smart.
Did she die comfortably?
I was with her when it happened
and yeah, she was comfortable.
It was the best it could've been.
That sounds nice.
Yeah, it was nice to be there for her, so.
I was told that she adored you,
so, I think that's a nice thing for you to know.
Yeah, it is.
I mean it's everything to me, so.
I told my mom what happened.
About the hand job?
Hand job, what, no.
At your biological dad's funeral.
Oh.
She was understanding, my dad not so much.
Oh, that's fine, it's okay.
Yeah, well they don't live together anymore
so it doesn't matter.
Yeah, fair enough.
I owe you petrol money.
No, you don't.
Yeah, nah, I'm just gonna go inside
and I'll get...
Sunny, Sunny, Sunny.
It was an absolute pleasure.
Well, hope someone in our family dies soon
so we can see each other again.
Does someone really need to die for that to happen?
So where do you wanna go?
♪ Strangers who knew each other's names ♪
♪ How strange is that idea to me ♪
♪ Oh, oh ♪
♪ When you look into my eyes ♪
♪ It's like thousands of butterflies enter me ♪
♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
♪ And I know you felt it too ♪
♪ Didn't you ♪
♪ Years of friendship entered us ♪
♪ You knew my heart, my soul, my trust ♪
♪ Oh, oh ♪
♪ I felt more love than I felt in years ♪
♪ It's nice to know ♪
♪ That it still appears sometimes ♪
♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
♪ And I know ♪
♪ You felt it too ♪
♪ Didn't you ♪
♪ Sharing a map of truth ♪
♪ There's nothing else more beautiful ♪
♪ Than being here with you ♪
♪ Oh, and I know you felt it too ♪
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